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Our Lady of Fatima, Obedience, and Trust

This article was originally published in The Catholic News Herald of the diocese of Charlotte. Obedience is not a trait that has ever come particularly easy for me. I have a stubborn and somewhat contrary nature. I’m also excessively curious and like to know the “why” behind everything. And I will admit to a rather rebellious streak, as well, which means that telling me to do something is often a guaranteed way to make me not want to do it. I often thank the Lord that I was given such patient and loving parents, or else I might not have survived my adolescence and young adulthood. Coming to the Catholic Church in my mid-20s required a lot of trust in things I didn’t fully understand, things I may never fully understand this side of heaven. I had to accept many things in my heart long before I would begin to get a hold of them with my mind, and even 10 years later I am still amazed when a new piece of the faith suddenly “clicks” for me. I recently read “Inside the Light: Understanding the Message of Fatima” by Sister Angela de Fatima Coelho. Before reading this book, I knew only the basic story of the apparitions of the Blessed Virgin that took place in Fatima, Portugal, in the early 20th century: how Our Lady appeared to three young shepherd children over a series of several months, culminating in the spectacular “miracle of the sun” that was witnessed by many thousands of people. Sister Angela presents many beautiful ideas to meditate upon, but one that struck me particularly...

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What I Read: 2022

Last year was a bit of a whirlwind in my personal life, as I celebrated my wedding, moved into my new home, and began learning how to be a wife. It's been pretty exciting, and I'm a big fan of the situation, but it was definitely a chaotic kind of year. I still managed to get through about 60+ books, but there was very little plan to what I was reading. A lot of it was just pleasure reading, or things that happened to strike my fancy at any given time, and I'm not sure how much of any of it really sunk in. But as I gear up for this coming year, I'm hoping to get a bit more organized and intentional in my reading again. I'd like to work through some more of my foundational texts and it's my hope to start writing at least brief reviews of everything I read, as well. In the past, I found that helped me retain things much better and I benefited a lot more from what I was reading; it also helped simplify these year-end reviews! My most significant accomplishments of the year were finishing Tolstoy's Anna Karenina, as well as Kristen Lavransdatter by Sigrid Undset. Both of these novels are pretty hefty in size, as well as in subject matter, as they chronicle the lives and particularly the marriages of their titular characters. Both were somewhat difficult to read at times, not because they aren't brilliantly written but because the choices made by the characters can bring such second-hand anxiety and shame. However, they are brilliantly written, and they are both books that I plan...

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What I Read: 2021

This piece was originally posted January 3, 2022 on my previous blog. This past year has involved a lot of transitions in my personal world, and even now I am just a few months away from getting married and starting a whole new chapter in life. It’s been a wonderfully blessed time, but also a bit chaotic, and more than ever I have been appreciative of the grounding nature that books have in my life. Books can provide an escape from day-to-day stress, but they can also help to give perspective and a deeper understanding of what’s really important in life. I think the book that will have the most lasting impact on me from this past year is Corrie Ten Boom’s The Hiding Place. I had not actually heard of it before it was assigned for my book club, but it’s one of the most moving books I’ve ever read. A leader in the Dutch underground efforts during World War II and survivor of a Nazi concentration camp, Corrie ten Boom’s story is heartbreaking but I also found it to be extremely uplifting and filled with hope and extreme examples of the truth of faith. There are many passages that have stuck with me and I’m sure it is a book I will return to often in life. A few authors I have fallen particularly in love with this year: George MacDonald, Dorothy Sayers, and Joy Davidman. MacDonald’s work had a strong impact on C.S. Lewis, J.R.R. Tolkien, and many others, and indeed I’ve found all of his writing to be quite delightful. Mostly what I’ve read have been his more fantastical children’s...

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What I Read: 2020

This piece was originally posted February 18, 2021 on my previous blog. The last few months of 2020 got a bit hectic. I ended up moving to a new house, somewhat unexpectedly, and have spent the last several months packing, sorting, moving, unpacking, sorting some more, fixing up the old house, and did I mention sorting? I had some lovely plans for writing projects and reading goals that I wanted to finish before the end of year and, well, none of that really happened. But now I’m slowly getting settled in the new house and starting to catch up on the rest of life again. I read a lot of good books last year. I revisited many favorites, especially among the fiction books, and have started diving back into the classics, such as The Iliad and Beowulf. I also discovered some powerful books that have enriched my faith, most notably Fulton Sheen’s Life of Christ and Frank Sheed’s To Know Christ Jesus. I was also introduced to the delightful detective series by Dorothy L. Sayers, The Lord Peter Whimsey novels that begin with Whose Body? (I actually read Gaudy Night first as part of a book club, and then had to go back to beginning of the series because I loved it so much). If you are interested in keeping up my reading habits more regularly, you can find me on the website Goodreads. I typically avoid social media beyond my own blog, but Goodreads has been the sanest way for me track what I’m reading for the last few years. Fiction The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas...

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What I Read: 2019

This piece was originally January 25, 2020 on my previous blog. Well, I beat my previous record, and in 2019 I managed to go through close to 80 books. I credit this mostly to the fact that I got off all social media, except for this blog, and also unsubscribed from Netflix. Amazon Prime was the only streaming video service I had, but I rarely used it, and I’ve now taken a hiatus even from my Prime account. It’s kind of amazing what you can accomplish when you cut out so many little distractions from your life and embrace opportunities for boredom. Boredom will drive you to do a lot of things that you might otherwise avoid; such as those dishes waiting in the sink or that book you keep meaning to pick up. Cutting out distractions also gives you the space to think your own thoughts and process whatever might be going on in your life. Seriously, I strongly recommend giving it a try. Take a break from social media, leave the TV off, have face-to-face conversations with people, sit with your own thoughts, read a book. So what did I actually read last year? I didn’t exactly have a reading plan, but I did have some specific focuses geared towards my current writing project. I read a lot about dinosaurs. And because my own protagonist is male, I read a lot of books by male authors that were either personal memoirs or focused on male characters. I’m not sure how John Green manages to get into the psyche of the opposite sex, but this technique has been working pretty well for me....

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